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trapped in the closet, chapters one-five.
seven o'clock in the morning and the rays from the sun wakes me. i'm stretchin' and yawnin' in a bed that don't belong to me. and a voice yells, "good morning, darlin", from the bathroom, then she comes out and kisses me, and to my surprise, she ain't you. now i've got this dumb look on my face like, what have i done? how could i be so stupid to be have laid here til the morning sun? must of lost the track of time. oh, what was on my mind? from the club, went to her home, didn't plan to stay that long. here i am, quickly tryin' to put on my clothes, searching for my car keys, tryin' to get on up out the door. then she streched her hands in front of it, said, "you can't go this way". looked at her, like she was crazy, said, "woman move out my way".said, "i got a wife at home", she said, "please don't go out there"."lady, i've got to get home",she said, her husband was comin' up the stairs. "shh, shh, quiet, hurry up and get in the closet". she said, "don't you make a sound, or some shit is going down". i said, "why don't i just go out the window?" "yes, except for one thing, we on the 5th floor". "shit think, shit think, shit quick, put me in the closet". and now i'm in this darkest closet, tryin' to figure out just how i'm gonna get my crazy ass up out this house. then he walks in and yells, "i'm home". she says, "honey, i'm in the room". he walks in there with a smile on his face, sayin', "honey, i've been missin' you". she hops all over him, and says, "i've cooked and ran your bath water". i'm tellin' you now, this girl's so good that she deserves an oscar. throws her in the bed, and start to snatchin' her clothes off. i'm in the closet, like man, what the fuck is going on? you're not gonna believe it, but things get deeper as the story goes on. next thing you know, a call comes through on my cell phone. i tried my best to quickly put it on vibrate, but from the way he act, i could tell it was too late. he hopped up and said, "there's a mystery going on, and i'm gonna solve it". and i'm like, "god please, don't let this man open this closet". he walks in the bathroom, and looks behind the door. she says, "baby, come back to bed", he says, "bitch, say no more". he pulls back the shower curtain while she's biting her nails, then he walks back to the room. right now, I'm sweating like hell. checks under the bed, then under the dresser. he looks at the closet, i pull out my baretta. he walks up to the closet, he comes up to the closet, now he's at the closet, now he's opening the closet...

well... now he's staring at me like as if he was staring in a mirror. she yells "honey let me explain", he says "you don't have to go no further. i can clearly see what's going on behind my back, in my bed, in my home". then i said "wait a minute now, hold on". i said "mister, we can work this out". she said "honey don't lose control", tried to get him to calm down. he said "ho, i should've known, that you would go and do some bogus shit up in my house. but the christian in me gave you the benefit of the doubt". i said "we need to resolve this", then he stepped to me, i'm like "whoa, there's a reason i'm in this closet". he says, "yeah like what, are you talkin clothes?" "i met this girl at the paje's club, and she told me she didn't have a man". then he said "man please, i'd kill you if you didn't have that gun in ya hand". and i said "but your chick chose me". he said "don't give me that mack shit please". his phone goes off and then things get a little more interesting.he steps a little closer. i point my gun and say "i'm not the one you after". he says "something i bet you didn't know, my man. did she tell you that i was a pastor?" i said "well good, that's better, right?why can't we handle this christian like?" and i started to put the gun down,til i saw his face still had a frown.she started crying, saying "baby, i'm sorry". then he said "baby, not as sorry as you're gonna be". i started inchin out, he says "no, i want you to see this". said "i gotta get out this house", he said "not til i reveal my secret". i'm like "what is going on inside his head?" then he takes his phone and calls somebody up and says "hello, baby, turn the car around. listen, i just need for you to get right back here now". (click) he looks at me and says "well, since we're all coming out the closet, i'm not about to be the only one that's broken hearted". she said "what do you mean?" and he said "just wait and see". i said "somebody better talk to me", and then his phone rang. he picks up and somebody says "sweetheart, i'm downstairs". and he's like "i'll buzz you up, i'm on the fifth floor, hurry take the stairs". and i'm like "who is this mystery lady that you're talking to?" he says "in time you both will know the shocking truth. baby, this is something i been wanting to get off my chest for a long, long time". then i said "now i'mma shoot you both if you don't say what's on ya mind". he said "wait, i hear somebody coming up the stairs". and i'm looking on the door, he says "i think you better sit down in the chair". i says i'm gonna count to four. 1, he says mister wait. 2, she says please don't shoot. 3, he says don't shoot me. 4, she screams. then a knock at the door, the guns in my hands, he opens the door, i can't believe it's a man...

here we are. the four of us... in total shock... me and her. i closed my mouth and swallowed spit, and i'm thinking to myself, "this is some deep shit!" and i said "so you're gonna tell me he's the one he's been talking to?" he says, "yes", i say, "no", he says, "yes", i say, "no", he says, "it's the truth!" i said, "all of ya'll ass is crazy, let me up out this door, because this is way more than i bargained for". she says, "wait, i'm sure we can all fix this", then i said, "i'm late, plus i ain't gotta damn thing to do with this!" but then she said, "wouldn't you just like to know how it all began?" then i thought to myself, and said, "quick, you got three minutes". then it got real quiet, i said, "somebody start talking". she said, "my god, rufus! i've got just one question, how could you do something like this? i'm so hurt!" he looked at her and said, "bitch please, you've got your nerves. with all your club hoppin', lyin' when you said you was shoppin'. and now here you are in our home, and you're callin' me wrong." "okay you busted me! and that much i agree, you caught me cheating! but this is a little extreme!" he said, "you are my wife sleeping behind my back. and now i come home and you got him in the closet, how extreme is that?" and she said, "but she's a he!" and he said, "please, you can't judge me". she said, "but this is crazy!" and i said, "stop arguing! i did not stay here to hear you chew each other out. so get to the point, or i swear i'm out!" "excuse me, please, but i think i can explain what's going on in here. my name is chuck and i been knowing rufus about a year, at midnight creeping around there not staying around to standing living in hell, sleepin in and out of hotels..." i said, "brother, spare the details!" then rufus said, "chuck, please! don't say nothing else!" then she screams, "rufus you son of a bitch", he says, "cathy, go to hell!" i said, "i thought you said your name was mary, that what you said at the party. man this is gettin scary, i'mma shoot somebody!" then rufus start yelling and screaming saying, "cathy, this is all your fault!" she throws a pillow at him and says, "you were creeping too, the only difference is you didn't get caught!" chuck screamed out, "we're in love!" cathy says, "love my ass!" rufus said they're getting married then i shoot one in the air! i said, "not another one of you sons of bitches say a word! cuz all this shit i'm goin thru is unheard!" i grabbed my cellular, i said, "this is so wrong". i call up my home, and a man picks up the phone, phone, phone, phone...

now i'm dashing home, doing eighty five. swerving lane to lane, with fire in my eyes. i got a million thoughts going through my mind. i'm thinking about how i'm gonna do it and who i'm gonna do it to when i get home. how could i have been so blind? and then i look in my rear view, i cannot believe this: woo, woo. woo, damn. here comes a policeman. he drove right up on me then flashed his lights, and i pulled over without thinking twice. he hops out the car and walks over to me and says, "license and registration please". i looked up at him and said, "officer is there something wrong?" he said, "no, except you was doing 85 in a 60 mile zone". and then i said, "officer, let me explain please, you see the truth of the matter is, is that i got an emergency". he said "no excuses, and no exceptions". i said "this is some bullshit" as he gave me the ticket, said "have a nice day" and walked away, i said "yeah, right" and drove away. and then i turned my radio on, and did 70 on the way home. i pulled up in the driveway, hopped out and slammed the car door. then go around the back, bust up in the house, and she's screaming, "what's all that for?" and then i'm like, "woman, i called this house and a man picked up my phone!" she says, "calm down, did you forget my brother tiron came home?" "oh..." and that's all i could say was "oh" with a stupid look on my face,said, "i forgot he came home today". and she says, "that's okay, because honey i understand". she says, "you don't have to explain," then i took her by the hand. i kissed her and then we went to the room. then i turned some music on, apologize one more time, then went down and start getting it on. she started biting her lips, grabbing me and making noise. now we're making love and she's in my ear whispering, "it's all yours". i said, "i love you" and she said, "i love you too". then a tear fell up out my eye, then i called her my sunshine. and then she looked at me, and said, "baby go deeper please". that's when i started going crazy, like i was trying to give her a baby. the room feel like it's spinning cuz we keep turning and turning, as if we were in a whirlwind, the way our toes are curling. the next thing you know she started going real wild and screaming my name, and then i said, "baby we must slow down, before i bust a vessle up in my brain!" she said, "please don't don't stop!" and i said, "i caught a cramp". she said, "please keep on going!" and i said, "my leg is about to crack!" then she cries out, "oh my goodness, i'm about to climax!" and i say, "cool, climax, and just let go of my leg!" she says, "you're the perfect lover!" and i said, "i can't go no further!" then i flip back the cover, OH MY GOD A RUBBER!

well, well, well, what the fuck is this? a condom in my bed... you better start talking bitch, before i take a match and burn this motherfucker down. i said "you better start talking and start talking right god damn now". then she said, "my baby, i'm so speechless". then i said, "my baby, you gonna be breathless. if you don't start talkin quick, woman, i'm gonna have a fit. you don't know what you fucking with, girl, you better cut the bullshit!" now, it's obvious somebody has been all up in my home, in my bed, plus, i smell cigarettes. now i'm sniffing and looking around, i'm suspicious like someone's here. then i look in her eyes and in her eyes was so much fear. pull out my gun, and said "is he still here?" she shook her head and said "no". i'm checking behind every door. she cried out "he left right after you called". i said "what the fuck was you thinking? you thought that i wouldn't find this out?" then i said "you must be crazy or on crack to have someone all up in my motherfucking house". she hopped up and said "that's enough". she said "i can't take no more". and the she said "you made your point, but now its time to even the score". she said "i know all about last night and where you went when you left the club". she said "that's right nigga, i was there with this guy in the back of the club". i said "i thought you was with your girls", she said "i thought you was with your guys". she said "you was at that bitches house and don't you even try to act surprised". i said "babe..."she said "shut up... don't you say a word. there aint nothing you can say that i aint already heard". then i said "woman, don't you try to turn it all around. cuz the fact still remains that someone else was in my house". then she said "you're right about that, something did go down, but i don't have to turn it around, cuz what goes around comes back around". i'm moving a little closer to her, she's tripping over the furniture. she said "wait, first just let me explain". i said "no need to, just give me his name". and the she says "ahh... ahh..." i say "ahh what?" she says "please sit down in the chair", and i say "no, i'm standing up". and then she cries out "i'm so scared to tell you, because of what you might do". and i scream "look girl, you better give me this man's name, and i'm not playing with you!" she says "ok", wipes her nose and asks me about a girl name tina. i thought to myself, said "it sounds familiar", then said "i'll probably know her if i seen her". then i said "anyway girl, what the hell does that got to do with this man?" she said "he know my girl roxanne", i said "who the hell is roxanne?" then she said "roxanne is a friend of mine who know this guy named chuck. chuck's cool with this guy named Rufus". and i'm sitting there like, what the fuck. then she says "rufus wife cathy, we both went to high school. she introduced me to the policeman that stopped you"...

chapters six-ten coming soon (i hope).

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